Stop yelling and threatening me.
Stop lying to me, and doing things behind my back. Because I know when you are.
Stop putting me down. No wonder I have no confidence anymore.
Stop treating me like I'm your little porcelain doll you mishandle.
Stop dumping all the guilt on me. I have made mistakes but you certainly have too and, still do.
Stop being a hypocrite. You know you are so why don't you try to stop instead of hurting and confusing me?
Stop saying what you do not mean. And you call me indecisive?
Stop acting like I don't matter. Like I don't exist and like I have no feelings.
Stop pushing me away. I'm not nosy or paranoid you just don't act like I'm your girlfriend. Over 90% of what I do is normal for a relationship. I didn't know asking how my boyfriend's day was and what he did is considered nosy, no matter who you hang out with at the time. And I certainly had good reason to go into your personal things all those times because I found something you shouldn't be doing every single time and proved you lied to my face.
Stop calling me stupid, annoying, worthless, desperate, weak, boring, and that you hate me and have no interest in me or talking to me at all, that you absolutely do not care, don't call me a slut, especially if you're the one to say you were bored with me 'cause you aren't used to being with one person for so long, even though half the time you were talking to other people anyway.
Do those sound like things you're suppose to do or say to a girlfriend?
Because you know what, it hurts. I try, I really do. I'm a good girlfriend and you know it. The past like 4 times you thought I was lying to you I was proven innocent. You just don't want it probably. I really just get the idea you would be happier without me and wouldn't try hard if I did up and leave.
I don't take shit from anyone but I take too much shit from you. I listen to what you say and I take all of it to heart and I don't forget it. But since all you do is yell your message gets lost in all the insults.
And you wonder why I'm so depressed all the time? I feel like you give more attention and affection to your friends...
You say I can't make my damn mind up? Yeah I almost left you a few times because you lied to me, and treated me like crap.
You say one thing, and then do and say another. You tell me you don't want as much to do with me and that you have no interest in talking to me anymore and that you're bored, the ONE TIME I hang out with a friend instead of sit on my ass at home you yell at me, say you were hoping to talk to me and shit, because why?
You're always with your friends, and I'm always home, and you never want me talking to you when you're with them, sometimes even when you aren't. You always want me just locked in my room obeying your every word and never speak unless spoken to.
Sounds like a one way relationship to me. You think I don't make sacrifices? It's not my fault I can't drive and have no money. I would do a lot more if I could. And I'm getting older, but I can't make that part of our problems fixed until then.
And another thing, you always have a mouth, everything that comes out of you directed to me is some kind of smart ass remark to put me down or a comment on other girls, whether you're kidding or not, and the second I say a thing you get pissed and defensive and say I'm the one with the attitude. And then you tell me I need to toughen up and stick up for myself more when I don't?
I haven't given up yet and I'm still not. You always say you're gonna forget it. You say you could never leave me even if you wanted to but you still constantly threaten to and it fucks with my head. If you have no intentions of leaving this, and you want us to last a long time, then don't say that shit to me, please. :(
Just fucking shoot me, get it over with and kill me, that'll stop me from being such a "restriction", because I won't give up on making this work. No matter what I still find myself loving you more and more.
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